Aesir, Asatru, Faith, Heathen, Heathentry, Pagan

Requiem, by Elf Queen

https://elfqueen.bandcamp.com/album/requiem?fbclid=IwAR0crLAX_H4SFaEBkg00ftTBu3GWZQAEPCb-X74W9Iksgm4D2EDVju2_3Vs

Elf Queen’s new album Requiem is available for preorder now at Bandcamp

Hauk Heimdallsman gave me a preview of this gem, and the vocals of Kelsy make work what ought to have been a tough stretch, bringing the poetry of the Voluspa into modern English and a musical shape that both calls to those just discovering it, and echoes with the traditions it springs from.


For those who do not know Norse Mythology, these are the sagas sung by the peoples that founded the nations of northern and western Europe, whose history shaped lands as far away as England, Ireland and Iceland to Russia and the Byzantine Empire. The Voluspa is perhaps the most sweeping of all those poems as it takes the form of a disguised god, Odin, seeking out the hall of the most wise and most ancient seeress of the giants. He asks her to tell the tale of the beginning of all things, how the world came to be, and how it will fall. To speak the shaping of the world, the setting of order, and the rise of the conflict that would shatter both that order and the whole of the nine worlds.

A poem that sings of the hope of the worlds forming, the sorrows of the mistakes that sink it into conflict, and the rage of its fall, the twilight of gods and men, cannot be anything but an emotional journey. To attempt to take such a powerful and important work and bring it into the language that is accessible to the casual listener, as well as those who both know the lore, and revere it still, is no small challenge. To weave it into music that carries the listener along through the heights of rapture, the sorrow and fear of the oncoming storm, the howling fury of the battle of Ragnarok, and the very thin strand of hope found in the echoes of its aftermath is not a challenge, it is magic.

Elf Queen has woven this magic. I received a copy of it as a sample, but even having it already, I pre ordered my paid copy today. I was taken by its magic so strongly I could not accept it as a gift, and must instead treat it as the work of art it is, and offer fair price. A gift for a gift is our way, and this is without a doubt a very great gift indeed.


The album itself can be listened to as individual tracks, but it is most powerfully and deeply experienced as an album, as that allows you to follow the unfolding of the whole Voluspa poem, to see the Nine Worlds take shape, the rise and fall of gods and men, the coming doom, in all its majesty and tragedy.
Track by track here is my experience of the album.


Track Overture: Haunting and mediative moving into introspective. Moves you into a headspace to truly be open to experience something that unfolds on more levels of your mind than simply the analytical.


Track Voluspa 1:
Opening soars with both rock and opera elements to build the emotional depth, stirring the body and mind for what will stir the soul.


Ah to hear the poetry sung! This is not the language it was written in, nor the music of the folk who first spoke them, but they are the words that ring in our ears, and the music that moves those of us who dance those ancient paths to modern ends.


Roughly covering 1-16 Voluspa with decent fidelity. Don’t worry, they didn’t go overly dwarfy and lose a few minutes testing everyone’s memory for Durin’s sons.

Track Voluspa 2:
More somber, more layered, more confrontational. The truth that the old witch knows it is Odin who asks is hinted at in the hostility of her answers when she speaks of his own deeds. The first war is sung in tones of discord and strife. Haunting and doomful, yet the music lilts with the rushing tide of a history that cannot be denied, a fate that cannot be escaped, a storm that carries the listener along into the world of conflict that begins. There is hope woven in the bitterness, an eagerness that is not fully hidden in the spite.


Roughly covering Voluspa16-26

Track Voluspa 3:
Ethereal and somewhat sad, the old witch sings her sadness. She curses Odin for forcing her to sing of this, to remember this. She asks him why he stirs such doom filled visions, and sings of his own secrets, that he may suffer for what he asks her to see.


The music turns dark and evocative, a rising tension of emotion and rage. The Valkyries mass to ride the winds for the dead of the field, the doom of Baldur is woven in deceit, the tragedy of vengeance and destruction is spun. Mothers weep, wives weep, brother kills brother, children are murdered for crimes of their fathers, and the tragedy is only beginning.

You can feel the sorrow, the pain, the rage in the seeress towards Odin who bids her see this, to live this, to sing this darkness into being.


Track Taking up the Runes.


This is sung not in the voice of the seeress, but the harsh tones of the Tree Hanger, the Gallows Lord. Father of magical songs as his sacrifice of himself to himself on the world tree steals for gods and men the knowledge of runes. It is easy to sink into, easy to lose yourself. Close your eyes and feel you heart hammer to its beat, feel your soul come loose. Feel the harsh bark of the tree upon your skin, feel the hunger and thirst of the tree hanger, feel his madness flow through you, feel his inspiration take you to places the sane dare not go. This is music that is not for the weak, this is music that is not for those who must hold onto self and sanity, to remain inside their head to listen. This is madness, this is the storm. Follow it, flow with it. There is truth here, but you will not find it inside your comfort zone.


Track Hymn to Heimdall.


Song of hope, song of redemption, the song of Heimdall reminds us that through storm and war, through treachery and despair, there is one who holds true. The prayer offered to him is heart breaking, for what comes is not fair, and prices are paid a hundredfold by others than who made the choice.

Track Voluspa 4 Ragnarok
It is the doom of mankind that the most powerful, most stirring of all passages are these, the song of the twilight, the sound of the endings. Sword age, wind age, axe age, wolf age, the world tree trembles, Fenrir snaps his fetters, the wolf courses the sun, and the song sings in the blood.

Heart hammering, the mind on fire, the song carries you to a vision of the ending of gods and men, the hand fumbles for the hilt, what say the alfar, what say the alfs? The doom of men sings in the bright soaring voice of the seeress voice, and the gates of hell swing open as your own teeth bare in the barely contained ecstasy of the song.


Voluspa Chapters 35-58


Track Voluspa 5


In the aftermath of the storm, in the wreckage of war, and a world swept clean of the order that was, the gods and horrors that framed it, the music stirs softly as the wind upon new grass, gentle as the opening of the first flower.

The land is renewed, the animals return, the gods return to rebuild, Baldur the bright returns from Hel’s cold halls to the shining lands. Hoenir casts the lots in Odin’s place, the sons of Thor raise halls where their fathers had stood.


The song rises in hope, voice soaring and music swelling slowly from the soft and quiet promise of new life, to the defiant song of glory. The corpse dragon flies, for no age is without shadow, but the seeress will sing no more. The song ends with the soft warning that while the future will dawn bright, it too will have shadows and strife. The song ends, but not history.


Chapter 59-to end of Voluspa.

Track Cattle die (drawn from the Havamal, another of the more important sacred poems of the North)


The warning of the Havamal, the counting of the costs, the warning to remember those lost, to be worthy of what was paid for those who remain or follow. The music soars, a mix of classic and rock because the truths are ancient and timeless. There is hope in the pain, promise in the price, of brighter days if you learned from the sacrifices that got you here.

Overall impressions:

This album I could listen to a hundred times, well that is a lie. I will probably listen to it a hundred times this month, but I could listen to it for twenty years and still feel it carry me away. Rarely can you find someone who can take the ancient poetry of our faith and set it to modern music.

This was not the language of the original spoken lore, this is not the language it was first written in. This is not the music of the folk who spoke or sung it in ancient times, but neither are we that people.

There are probably going to be purists who argue this is sacred lore and shouldn’t be treated like a rock opera. I respectfully direct those people to read the lore, if they can say that again with a straight face they never read the lore; they cherry picked it.

There is a spirit to the lore. This is the living lore of a living people, a people who believed with every fiber of their being that their soul lived in their breath, that the spoken word, the song, was more than simply sound, it was magic, and it was sacred.

I am a poet, that is the only part of the skald that is mine. I can know that the words Odin has inspired should be sung, but I cannot put them to music, nor should anyone who has not had a few horns be subjected to my singing them. What I can tell is when a true skald has taken the poetry that we accept was inspired by Odin and put it into a song, woven into it the music, that make it live, make it soar, and let it carry us away to the places words alone can never take us.

Poetry does more than prose, for it weaves messages between the words; meaning not just in what is said, but in the silences. Song can do more, it can take the truth of the words and weave them into a tapestry that evokes what was, weaving the emotions of all that strove to bring it to the events the poet speaks of, and leaves echoes of the costs, hints of the hope, or shadows of despair only hinted at in the bare words of the poem itself.


Requiem has taken one of the most powerful poems in the Poetic Edda, and set it to music that not only brings it to life, but builds heights of inspiration and depths of despair that will leave your soul flying to the heights of the World Tree, and down the roots to Hel’s own gates as the poetry at last achieves the fullness translation to a new language and new culture had lost it.

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Rede of Choices


I rede thee, child
and hear well my rede.


Profit thou hast if thou heareth
Great gain you hast if thou learnest
Wisdom there is in my teachings
For the time and the place I offered
Victory fell to who followed
On the field and in the fight
that I spoke of.


I rede thee, child
Profit thou hast if thou heareth
Great gain you hast if thou learnest
Strike not one blow at my urging
Nor turn from thy duty to mine


Worth do I find in your struggle
Wisdom do I seek in your choices
Never my will on your weapons
For never my hand red with blood


Profit thou hast if thou heareth
Great gain you hast if thou learnest
Call to me to inspire
Call to me to bear witness


Choose of your own in your struggle
Choose of your own right and wrong
The price is yours, as the cost is
Surrender that choice not to me


—Thus were the words of Har, the whispers of the Wise Counsellor, the ravings of the Hanged One as I dangled upon his tree, and ravens took from me their fill, as he gave his words in payment.
Ours is not the path of blind faith, of obedience, of ignorance. Choose for yourself, and own it. To choose yourself and fail is better victory than to dance like a puppet to a prize unearned.

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Masks and Silence

Masks and Silence

Wolfslayer unspeaking strides
The endless years
The watch of the wolf
The world to tread
Beneath his boot of scraps

Unshorn and silent
Brooding and cold
The judgment of the gods
The twilight killer
Among us walks

For all his father hung
On windswept tree
That mortals should in knowledge grow
For all that Thor in endless war
Our world defended
Howling the human kine
Refuse the runes
Refuse the lore
Refuse the battle
But not the cost

Masked and gowned
Deep scars in faces
Deeper in souls
Falling unmorned and unnumbered
By lowing kine that only care
That their muzzle is free to browse
While herd defenders fall
Weeping and ignored

Jottun laughter shakes the land
Angrboda mother of monsters
Rejoices as her children reap
The harvest endless
Of the children of Ask and Embla

For all the prices paid for knowledge
For all the heroism of defenders
Count as nothing
When comfort excuses killing
And ignorance is worshiped as god

When Twilight falls will Vidar speak
With the boot of scraps
With left overs of the common man
Shall the Odinslayer shatter
The Victory slayer broken
By the leavings of the silent
Will the Wolf be slain at last

Kneeling the silent one gathers
From janitor, nurse and aid
From doctor, coroner, and tech
Ten thousand masks
Scraps of a war they fought alone
Scraps of the forgotten and distained
Scraps of faith in a land unworthy
Woven into a boot of battles

Forged of a faith hard kept
In faithless lands
Forged of weaponless warriors
In a fight forsaken
Will the silent one forge
The death of the Hope Slayer
From the failure of our days
Will he weave a weapon for twilight

The Silent One cannot speak
His is the final watch
His the eyes that see
Those whose hope has died
Yet rise to battle still
In silence he nods
Keepers of the twilight watch
But their scraps he will carry
To the final day
Where words will not suffice
And the wolf at last will fall.

—For my friends in the healthcare sector who have to be despairing at the active resistance and outright attack they are facing in the long struggle to keep us all safe from Covid. For those who have lost, who are struggling now, and will yet face this particular monster we could have, should have, and would have already defeated if not for the howling and defiant ignorance of the science deniers, conspiracy theorists, and morons.

Vidar is the Silent One, but while he does not speak, he watches, and the long struggle is his. You are not alone, and your struggle is not unwitnessed.

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Twisting paths, twisting rope

There was a time I had a choice
Young and strong with naught but dreams
Twas then the old man
Spun a tale and weaved a song
My foot unthinking took the dance
My hands upon the weapon closed

I followed into fire and shot
Thinking the danger to my front
Yet the song was in my soul
The weaving of my step
Through blood and fire
To tree was bound
And bound and bound

Young and strong with naught but dreams
Did the old man whisper in my dreams
Secrets of life and truths of death
Would I like to learn to sing
The songs of madness
Songs of truth
His face a grin his fingers swift
The rope he guided me to weave

I followed into song and verse
To weave the truths no words can hold
Of loss and learning
Of illusions death
Of rising when no hope remains
Unknowing to the tree was bound
And bound and bound

When to the tree at last I came
I found him there
Beside my grave
A rope was in his hand
Of my weaving every strand
And to the tree he bound me fast
And bound and bound

The old man laughed
And let me swing
Choking on the truths I learned
I took them up
And with them burned
I wept then for the cost
But to this tree I was always bound
And bound and bound.

The twisted paths that I had trod
Were mine to chose
By strand and strand
With arts of healing
Arts of war
With songs of glory
With magic wrought
This noose I wove
This path I trod
Was always to this tree I was bound
And bound and bound.

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Echoes of Walpurg

The drum beat is a hearts last flutter
The hot splash of tears upon cold stone
Somewhere in the dying echo
Of the scream of heartbreak

The song haunts the silences
Where your desperate panting quiets
Where the last sob dies aborning
Where you cannot raise your cheek from the floor

Behind the silence I hear you
Behind the darkness I see
At the edge of nothingness you whisper
Messages of madness
The sickness of hope

Roaring in my anger
Laughing in my glory
Yet I pause as if stricken
By a whisper behind the thunder

Sobbing in the ashes
Eyes wept dry and sightless
Yet raised in wonder
As patterns write themselves in ashes

Behind the silence I hear you
Behind the darkness I see
At the edge of nothingness you whisper
Messages of madness
The sickness of hope

Catskin gloves in shadow
Fearsome in the firelight
Song old before man spoke first
Weaves between the darkness and the night

Her voice in rapture sounds
In the bones of the waking earth
More terrible than death
More merciful than life

–Hail Freya. Your voice sounds in the depth of the earth, and whispers in the song of our blood for those with the ears to hear, and the courage to be still to listen.

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Hope in Hel

There comes a rider
Eight legs bear him
Like a coffin
On shoulders born

One eye living
One eye gaping
Wide grin showing
Poisoned gifts giving

Hel gates open
For the Feeder of Ravens
To him to gather
Unquiet corpses

Bright gifts I bring you
Stolen from the living
Bright maiden’s yearnings
Proud warrior’s dreaming

He casts before him
Like nine rings falling
A thousand fingers
Corpse cold clawing

Torn and shattered
The scraps uncounted
Yet a taste is given
A hope in Hel

Cold hearts aching
Bare fangs flashing
Torn throats shrieking
Of its bitter taste

The pain awakens
Duties long forsaken
Oaths long shattered
Unquiet lie

To the river of venom
Where memories taken
Where is forgotten
The life long past

At its banks standing
Now silent Draugr
Clutched in their fingers
Cold hope in hell

No fingers open
No hand will cast it
No thing more precious
Than hope in Hel

Cold eyes weeping
Cold hearts beating
Cold memories stirring
Of oaths long failed

When sounds the horn
All Twilight ending
What will it matter?
This faded thing

Who failed while living
Who in harm delighted
Who now has fallen
To hope in Hel?

—-One truth is given us, where there is life, there is hope. Who is not dead is not done, your chance to build your worth, or redress the harm you have done is not lost. Yet too the dead are bound to the living, and to life as well. If the living ride the iron road to Hel for the secrets only they know, what is it the living have that gives them power to change even the unquiet dead, if not hope?

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A Hundred Bloody Yards


Private John Parr of Church End
Sixteen years he knew
With Middlesex Regiment scouts he marched
For his homeland and his King


In Belgium then at a place called Mons
He met his bitter end
Against German scouts he chanced to fall
The first of our war dead


Twas 1914 and summer shone
The fields were gold with grain
The best and brightest of the Empire marched
So few would see home again


The Great War opened up its maw
Great Fenris, the corpse wolf howled
Four years and sixteen million dead
Churned that golden earth corpse foul


11 November 1918, two minutes from armistice
George Lawrence Price of the 28th Canadian
Last son of the empire fell
In the shadow of the first


Four years and a hundred yards
Between the first and last
Sixteen million Great War dead
For a hundred bloody yards


At St Symphorien they stand the watch
Fenris the ever hungry bides
Lest our leaders forget the price
Of a hundred bloody yards


Cpl John T Mainer, Retired

There was a thing called “The war to end all wars” that didn’t. It ended a generation of young men, beggared nations, and laid the groundwork for a greater and more wasteful stupidity we would name World War II as we at least admitted we were not done asking our best and brightest to die in the thousands and tens of thousands to hopefully buy a chance to do better the next time.

World War 1 began and ended one hundred yards apart. The first and last soldiers of the British Empire fell literally within sight of each other. Millions dead, nothing settled, for a hundred bloody yards.

Now we hear a lot of jingoist rhetoric, a lot of people talking about settling their political differences with bullets not ballots. We approach Remembrance Day. 11th of November we will summon the dead of our endless wars to the cenotaph, to give thanks for their sacrifice.

When we face those honoured dead, you had best wipe that snarl of hatred, that howling blood hungry maw with which you bay for the blood of your neighbors. You face those who died to keep you free, to keep our homes safe. Do not piss on their memory by raising your arms against the descendants of their orphaned children.

We have given the best men and women of our generation to the fires of war for as long as my family has kept records. They marched away hoping to return, but trusting that if they fell in foreign fields, those who remained would keep faith, and protect the people they left behind.

Pretend you were worth it.

Lest we forget.

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Blighted Blossom

Sing sweet Idunn
Sing through the sobs
Sweetly she stretched in sunlight
Joyous dance in the breeze
Beneath her branches
Gathered the lost to her shelter

Come the storm and shattering
Broken and bereft
Yet green grew at the breaking
Sun loving she sought
Rise again rise again loving
Sweetly to the sunlight
Her blossoms brightly blooming

Through struggle and storm risen
Strong and supple
Bright limbed and heavy blossom
Deep rooted and loving
Dreaming of the fruit
She will bring forth

Sing sweet Idunn
Sing through the sobs
For the blight has touched the blossom
Fought so long to reach
The full sun of summer
Now ash sears and blights
Where blossom hung in promise

Bitter dew is gathered
Tears stain the swaying leaf
Petals fall in silence
Bright dreams litter the floor
Bare branch shall never hold
Rich fruit in loving boughs

Sing sweet Idunn
For her shall never know your richness
Grown strong in the broken places
Danced joyous in each post storm dawn
To be blighted in her full blossom
All her victories naught but jest
Blossoms and dreams
By blight made foul and rot

—–Some news just hurts. There is no wisdom that grants it perspective, for each new layer of knowledge deepens your awareness of the wound suffered, and your helplessness to do anything but witness the blood fall.

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Old men and the Abyss

I will take all your strength
The skill from your hands
The lore from your mind
The fire from your blood
I will leave you nothing
I am the ruin of all you have become
I will unmake you
Before the end

Thus spake the abyss
Ever hating
Ever hungry
Ever closer

Once I was invincible
Or perhaps I was a fool
Skills and arts were mine
Mastery was earned and proven
Before the first shattering
Or was it the second?

Thus met the abyss
Ever hating
Ever hungry
Ever closer

At first I rose defiant
Carved power from my blood
Wrote saga’s in my pain
Took up those arts I mastered
Took up the battle unflinching
Less in power
Less in skill
Haunted by what I was

Then whispered the abyss
Ever hating
Ever hungry
Ever closer

Every dawn my fangs taste you
Every dusk a step closer
The strength of your limbs bleeds away
Your skills fade and falter
Half the man of yesterday
Twice what tomorrow will leave

Then laughed the abyss
Ever hating
Ever hungry
Ever closer

Yet in the cold light of dawn I nodded
Naught but tatters for banners
Naught but ashes for dreams
Yet the wreckage of me remains
And from that wreckage
A truth

The strength I had is fading
The skill I won goes with it
Yet on the day of my ending
Cold the dawn
Bloody the dusk
You will find me striding forward
Catch me only dying
And kiss
My cold dead ass

–For it is given to Heathens to know that they will die. We do not seek death, nor do we bestir ourselves much to avoid it should it rise in our path. Our gods call upon us to live fully, to live truly, and to make of our lives such a thing that that which age, infirmity, and death can claim is so small compared to the life that we have wrought we will not even notice its loss.

I am not what I was, and the abyss draws closer with every breath. Yet I have those I love, and duty yet to do. If the abyss wants me, it can kiss my hairy heathen ass; I have much yet to do.

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Truth of Fools

King have I been, seer have I been
A healer, a poet and a sage
Yet in the truth is thus
I will meet my end with a grin
In blood and in the rage

There is a race of kings you see
But that blood I do not claim
There is a race of thralls
And safety well they love
Yet I am of the other race
Of Carls was I born

We who are called to the doing
Some to the crafting
Some to the killing
All born to the challenge
Pride and power
Blood of the Carl
Truth of the fool

I am not what I was
Yet what I am is Carl
A thousand gravestones in my eyes
And I the one who remains
Who bet my life a thousand times
On skill, on luck, on pride
Rose from the battle
Rose from the grave
With a little more pain
Just a little less sane
Blood of the Carl
Soul of the wolf

Throw myself in the struggle
Bet my life on the razors edge
Bet my pride against blood
And live to walk away
Walk from my doom
Walk from my end
Until laughing I turn back
For one last roll of the dice

I will have no kings howe
Nor a thrall’s safe sick bed
I will go to my end clad in power
The blood from my wounds
Carl red

Seer I have been
Of the hanged one’s truth learned
We are all of us corpses
Awaiting the day of our wyrd
Let it find me laughing
All my strength in the fray
Take me in my fury
Kill me in my pride
Scatter my ashes and forget my name
For a Carl’s true place
Is in the doing

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